Its been a week I havent written this blog.
Well, this one week have so many events.
First of all, George and I went to Kobe for the saterns chair.
While we were together, he asked me "Why dad is always angry with you?" .
I stunned but answered. " Actually I dont know either. when he is angry with mam, how do you feel?"
He said " I feel uncomfortable."
"Ok, then why dont you tell this to your dad?"
I guess he told this to his dad.
On that very day, my hudsband said he is going to stop ignoring me, but instead, he is going to issue
100 massage tickets, and it will be my punishment.
So, ofcouse I turned that down.
"No, Im not gonna do that. Its not only me who is bad. you were bad too."
Then, he said "Ok, forget about what Ive said. Im not going to forgive you, and ofcourse, Im going to ingnore you again, Dont talk to me"
And still that is going on.
So, overall, I think these 3 weeks are not only just ignoring, because I said something to him, and sometimes I was emotional, so kinda not ingnoring completely.
Well, I will not going to have this ticket things.
If I do, it means he learns he can punish me.
I will never let that happen.
Keep having life smile, and thanking him again instead of critisizing.
He can change.