i also got many works.....holy shit

i will have a presentation on fri but not yet decided the topic

fxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxk


diu

let's suspend the blog till we finish the essays and exams...
My topic got banned again wanna die........
i still have to topics to think about and everyone has handed in already........

you better kill me

how to kill loneliness?


i still miss him...

how to erase the memory with him?


why things cannot be forgotten while they are without ending?


what am i waiting for?

a "bye bye"with smile from him?


what am i longing for?

an 1-second-hug from him?


what am i thinking of?

finally he will come back to me.





何もしたくない

先生考えた論文のテーマがけなかったと言ったわれた。どうしようかな。。。

今、新しいテーマをもう一度考えなければならない Orz



そりゃショックだよね。

私も発表のテーマを考えてる!!

水曜日に会えるといいね。

my 2 chinese exams will be in on the same day(7th May), both require me to memorize many things.

and i have to sumbit a final projet(japanese) in on that day too.



ADD OIL TOGETHERRR BABY!!

finally i cleared all the hard tasks in this week GREAT!! and i think i have already overcome the tutorial/discussion恐懼症 phobia, i try to force myself to getting a clear image about each topics and keep thinking. (the two parts connected by "and" should have a balanced grammatic structure)


today i drank caramel 瑪奇朵 macchiatto after school again which was especially delicious!! maybe it was because i drank in at weekend.


tomorrow is holiday and i think i will stay at home to prepare the presentation about左傳.


ah, today the professor said something about himself in 左傳lecture.(he is the dean of department of chinese). he said he liked to memorize the famous chinese 古文books (the famous classic chinese literature) when (while) he was waiting for the next lesson during childhood as a child. i think he really is (is really) a respectful 學者 respectable intellectual!! i wish i can (could) be as sucessful as him!!

yesterday i didntcouldn't)fall asleep until 3am and today woke up at 8:30am and rushed to office.

fxxk..i thought my body do not belong to myself, so exhausted but still needed to keep doing research.


i left at 1pm and went to buy my lunch and then went back home.


tonight i have many many homework to do......which make me nearly nearly drove me crazy.

i remember i told myself i need to make my life more fruitful but i didnt expect that my body cannot to handle those the workload. i want  to cry...


tomorrow i had chinese lecture at 9:30am, and japanese debate(fxxk) at  11:40am, 1pm chinese tutorial(need to discuss), 3-5pm chinese lecture again......................sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh


killllllllllll me plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

昨日今日、日本の映画を見た。今回の映画展の初めての日本語映画だったなの、期待した。特に”それでも、ボクはやってない”というの日本法律(i made a mistake, it is my fault, sorry)テーマにした映画とって(促音多數是口語, 書面語應該無)も感動した。→とても唔應該錯LAAAAA!!!

でも、なにか面白かった事が起こった。私、今日 ( or今朝けさ)、映画が9.00AMに始ましたから*と思ったから、早起きた。CITY HALLに行き着いて、PHILIPINO MAID除いて、一人見(い)なかった→一條友都無。チッケトをもっとう一度チェックしたら、うん、CITY HALL(or場所)は誤りのない間違っていない!9.00も....ああああああ!9.00PM!!本当に馬鹿だったね。Orz|||||b


じゃ、そうしたら家に一回帰ったの?夜またcity hallに行ったの?

おまけ(後記):

*始める&始まるの違い

始める(他動詞→有人去令一樣野發生)eg. 先生はテストを始めた(老師開始左個test)/雨が降(ふ)り始めた(當始める前面接另一個動詞時eg 泣き始める、し始める;既使主語是死物, 都不用始まる)

始まる(自動詞→樣野自己發生)eg. 夏休(なつやす)みは八月(はちがつ)に始まる/もうすぐ映画が始まる


→所以, 其實只是主語焦點唔同

映画が始まる→套戲開始喇)

映画を始める→(我)開始左套戲→如果前面無講主語, 正路就係講返"私"

Today's weather is very wet so humid, made me feel very uncomfortable.

The wost worst problem is that the weather made my make up smelt(melt?) quickly. (To make things worse, my makeup melted so quicky in such weather)


and today I stayed at CC until 8:30 to finish the draft.

but finally i just wrote(but I ended up writing just
) 1600 out of at least 4000words, tooo bad...

today i didn't go to the bbq party of my company because today it was so hot and i was very (too) lazy. i want to (I would rather) save my energy on (save my energy for/ spend my energy on) my homework.


but finally i didn't do homework at all but and watched DVD instead...sleeping (took a nap)and reactived my facebook account as well, to looking for "his" photos...(but i have already deactived the account again afterwards...) <-- what's the point man, are you crazy?!


at night (in the evening), i watched the movie "十萬火急", far better than my expectation, a great film!!


recently, do you know leah dizon came to hong kong recently?(singer in japan but she is 混血兒) <-- yeah i know, read it from the news! She doesn't quite look like Japanese in my opinion.

i like listening to her album in these few days and i watched her sexy video in at youtube yesterday(she took those videos before going to japan). she is lovely!!!!!!