I typed out a document with all the possible questions and answers...i mean with my own answers.
I think i really need to try to know whether i can succeed a not...no point worrying after all.Gotta cut my hair on Sunday...take a photo and ready to send out my resume.
Today there is someone gonna ORD...and my whole department ppl are there to celebrate (ORD and not yet ORD)...i purposely ignore it because i have no money to eat with them for sure.They confirm say a lot of bad things about me...but i have my own reason after all.I can't even afford anything...been staying at home.
Next week send out resume...wait for any call or email...if got shortlisted...shall go for interview.I mean seriously no point of worrying when not even trying to go for even one to see whether it work out well a not.
I am now thinking...why do i need to work...because i need the money.What's with the money? its probably sufficient for me to balance my fan support towards AKB48 and other thing as well.I must learn how to save when i get any form of income already.