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Self-deception, meant to be disillusioned one day.
Just so randomly, I saw the news and then I thought "that was it"... I knew the day would come, anyway. It wasn't sudden, but just so random as if I was reading some gossips off the Life section of the straits time.
Okay, I think now it's the best time to end off everything from the past.
Thank you and 幸せね!!!（‐＾▽＾‐）

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Well, nothing is really random, still people (even myself) call it random because they don't know what else suits it better.

1)Some truths, I never got to know. But I know some part of that truth "accidentally". You can imagine my face when I heard that. Anyway, I let it pass. What's the use of asking something happened long long ago? (Maybe even before I was born? Maybe after, maybe not very long ago, God knows) Somehow, I just thought I have that RIGHT to know about it, I'm not totally unrelated after all. But I didn't ask, we let it pass, as if nothing happened. Would I forget about it eventually? Would I bring up the topic someday? Let's see then.

2)It was like a surprise. After such a long time. How did I come to you mind, I wondered. I never expected anything of this sort, like seriously. I thought time would wash away everything. But I was wrong, you still make my heart jump.

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I said you've forgotten, you said you still remember, but actually I know you do.

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If it is on your mind, then it is still in your heart...

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Mum cooked quite a few of my favourite dishes today (actually everyday)

Mum ate faster than I did, like she always did.

While I watched her wash up stuffs at the kitchen, some thoughts went through my mind...

How did Mum become who she is today? I wondered.

It was almost unbelievable that she cooks so much and so well nowadays.

Would I become like her one day?

It's hard to imagine though. Me, being so selfish, greedy and yet lazy...

Maybe. God knows.

I wonder if maternal instincts are innate for women.

Maybe even Mum didn't think of herself will become so motherly one day. (LOL)

Anyway, shall stop "contemplating" about it....

A conversation between the 2 of us.

Me: Did you just cook all the chicken wings (without the wings)?

Mum: Nodded.

Me: That means I'll have 8 chicken wings in just one day!

Mum: You shall eat what you can.

......

Me: Maybe tonight I'll go for a walk at the beach? Can I?

Mum: Sure. But don't go out too late.

Me: Okay, I'll go out early...

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Me: (OMG) I've already had 5 chicken wings!!!

Mum: Maybe later you'll fly at the beach there.

Me: (LOL) Chickens can't fly!

Mum: Yes, they could once. But they became too lazy (looking at me) to fly anymore.

Me: NO!!! It's not because of that, they can't fly because they became so fat and too heavy to fly. The chicken I'm eating now can't fly, which means I can't fly either. (LOL)

(After I finished eating)

Me: Actually I wasn't very hungry. (I really meant it. Come on, I had some snacks and 1 box of chocolate just before the meaL)

Mum: You call this not hungry? Then how much will you eat if you are? (LOL)

Me: That just because it's so yummy!!! (LOL)

Ordinary happiness, how priceless...

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