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You lie with your eyes. They say the eyes are the window to the soul, but you protect your soul to the bitter end. You can control the amount of information your eyes give to people. When you lie, you are very convincing because your eyes seem to agree with your words. You can say so much with very little actual talking. People trust you, even if they shouldn’t, but it takes a lot for you to trust anyone. When you gaze into peoples’ eyes, it is an intense stare. People often look away because when they look into your eyes, they feel like you know all of there secrets; almost like you can read their minds. However, when you do trust someone enough to show them your soul, they get lost in your eyes and cannot look away. People who lie with their eyes are the most convincing liars.

You lie to protect people from the world, but you also lie to protect yourself. You like to keep the focus on others rather than yourself. At times, your friends will get on the subject of you and realize how little they actually know about you. You are good at slyly changing the subject, but there are people out there who recognize this behavior. These people are both your weakness, and your greatest friends. It takes a very understanding, intelligent person to understand what goes on inside your head. You often will hang out with people who don’t quite understand what you are doing because you feel safer knowing no one is inside your head. You, however, are inside everyones’ head. You know their feelings and motives and lie to manipulate them into doing the smart thing. You block yourself from others who think like you, but let them inside your head every once in a while, and you will find that it is worth the risk.

Dont know if he'll see this or not but ah well.

Sorry I'll try to change okay? I promise, for you :3
I didnt know anyone would shed tears for me, I was really touched.
Thank you for always show care and concern for me, sacrificing your time and money on me.

Im sorry that I always think so negatively and such, I'll change okay?
Please dont cry for me anymore, I pains my heart to know it ):
I will tell u when Im a sad, angry, happy, annoyed, irritated.
I wont hide anything from you.
I will take care of myself
I'll eat lunch, I wont starve myself.
I will guai guai okay?

It's kinda hilarious thinking about this.
Im taking care of myself because I want him to be happy
silly boy <3

I <33 mah bf >w<

My birthday cake 8D

I've been neglecting this blog alot lately D;
It aint easy to update 2 blogs >A<

And so hubby have been sending me home from school everyday <3
And so far, life haz been good :3

2 of my UTs are down, 3 more to go~
Im so glad I can do physics UT.
I hope i can pass >A<

And gosh Im so so so so dead for chemistry UT later.
I know nothing
And really nothing
T__T
HOMG so screwed.

Im hungry D;

Saturday morning, woke up bathe and went mac for breakfast with hubby.
HOTCAKES! 8D
it feels great to have breakfast with yr love one <3

Afterthat, went to fix my specs and went home and pass the stuff to my sister.
Bused to bedok reservior to cut our hair~
HAHAH his hair be short naoz :x

After that bused to amk, brought stuff for potato salad! 8D
and i went to hubby's place to study ;___;
at least i've learnt smth :/
After that I got bored and started on the potatoes~

Hubby already made his .___. sho fast~
and smart him, boil all the potatoe and sausages =A=
I swear we wont eat potatoe for like 1 year, We have too much potatoes and sausages too much that we even put it in our soup.

So our dinner's like potatoe meal.
potatoe soup, potatoe salad and mashed potatoe

Then rushed down to airport, cause lockie flying off D;
nua-ed aorund, went fair price and went bused home~

Next day, churched. Met up with hubby and bused thar.
Boring much, and thanks to some idiots.
ROOOOOOOAR.

Wen cs find hobby point, walked around, we got couple watch! 8D brought sundae and bused to hubby's house.
lunched at market. Oldies FTW xD
studied while hubby slept ;______;
looked at ws and stuff, got pissed off by ppl >A>
so i gave up and went to sleep too xD

nuaed thar till around 8 then bused home.
CAMWHORE! 8D

wheeeeeees~ I love my ah beng <333

Im pretty bored right now ;A; And I have nothing to do. Lab just now and i was like struggling to keep myself awake. I think I might faint anytime soon. Gonna be sick soon >;

Finished watchign fairy tail 3 fking funneh xD

Yeah im still bored. And I dont know why im kinda moody right now and pondering and worrying bout some things >; Pms coming maybe LOL

TOMORROW! Going jogging with dearest, I hope I can wake up in time :x Or rather, im not sicks :/ Then after that fetch kamuro and need to study for UT ): I have to study for UT for my birthday! Sad or sad T___T

I think my wrist reached the limit already. DIE.

thanks for being thar <3
the bus ride aint meaningless anymore, because you are around.

1. He helps me carry mah laptop 8D
2. He send me texts though I might not reply sometimes
3. He’ll buy me whatever I want
4. He send me sweet texts everyday
5. He’ll send me home everyday
6. He come all the way to my school to find me
7. He cant stand one day without seeing me xD
8. He ask me to eat everyday -w-
9. He’s awesome in prop making
10. His never ending gentleman-ness
11. He told me there’s cold tau huay
12. He holds my hand and tell me everything will be alright when im down.
13. He will always take off though his boss will scream at him
14. He’s damn adorable
15. He cant take samuel down LOL
16. He’s sweet to the extreme
17. He haz moe specs xD
18. He’ll wear couple couple clothes with meh
19. He wants to bring to meet his family to drink peanut soup
20. He wont let anyone bully me
21. He doesnt like to eat pastries
22. He love white shoes LOL
23. My heart goes toki toki everytime im with him
24. He refuse to let go clubbing .__.
25. He’s fit LOLOL
26. He haz random craving for food, like me
27. His mum is damn adorable
28. He agrees to go jogging with me 8D
29. He’s a shota wannabe xD
30. He knows how to draw eyeliner without closing his eyes
31. He dont allow me to bind ;A;
32. He’ll go anywhere I want to go
33. He need to talk to me as if talking to kids cause im stubborn :x
34. He love to dress sloppily xD
35. His room iz messy
36. He knows how to make dessert
37. His metabolism rate iz amazing >;
38. He insist im cute though im not
39. I like his name and surname LOL
40. He told me there’s no need for 200 reason, 1 will do
41. He will scold zs for the combo breaker xD
42. He dropped my lappy on the floor
43. He haz 职业病
44. He’s a melayu!
45. He love to do the wtf sign LOL
46. He’ll laugh at peopel wearing no.4 and ask em what unit they from when he sees em
47. He’s shy
48. He shout “eh star star/transparent stuff!!” when he sees em
49. He helps me do my rj
50. He’ll be contented if i just get a C grade