I planed that I spend normal life.
The first day.
with a bump,I failed.
Can't I recover ?
for long time,I don't renewal,or I can't do.
I moved near Kasuga sutaion in last month.
so I can't net.
I'm texting at the moment in lab,when I am alone.
I saw off her ,because she went to abroad for 10 days.
I came a gutzer ,when I drived at school.
because I drived too balnkly.
I was tired?
recently I came home a.m.4:00,for reasone my house is near lab.
since today,I may well spend normal life .
however ,I don't have self-trust.
I asked lab's staff ti ceck my article.
I possibly write my thinking term.
I went to send-off of 31-generation.
It's fun .
howerver I had no money.
for this week,I spend much money,namely cost of moving house,a plane ticket,and thistime.
I must work around untill next student lone!!
I formaly decide to new apart.
It's near Kasuga,the rent is 3.7 thousand .
I cheapened rent from 4 thousand to 3.7 thousand, caution money from 3 month to 2 month.
I sugest that we can cheapen the house rent .
Whose will move house from now have to negotiate.
I watch the movei together her ,title is ''always''
we moved so much.
I cry in the first time in my life by moving movei.
japanese movei is good,too.
my hert was warm.
I decided to new apartment ,where is nera Zssyonokuma.
and is best lengthe from school.
rent value is 3.5 handred,cｈeaper than the preset apart.
It's so good.
I will do my best to write blog at weekend.
because I can't do weekday.
and I always spend to experiment and analys the data ,and write article at weekday.
recently ,I felt busuy.
I can't watch inter net at school ,too .
I check the present blog at long time ago.
It's very difficult to write article.specilly disscussion section.
the more I thinking , the more I don't understand.
knowledge,idea,data to understand lack!!
tomorrow I will come back Nara.
untill today I go throught event .
We bought each present.
I present watch for her.
I was had present shoes and bag.
shortly I was angry her.
because I felt lonely althought together her .
I saw the screen of Harry Potter.
It's good !!
then she cooked cream stew .
It's the best two days for my life.
I went to Mizuho at Hirshima with labo's menbers to pray snow bord by night bas.
How a enjoy travel♪
I want to go again.
the first of next year, I and she going to go hot spring in Beppu.
the trouble is that I don't have money.
since I spend to drink,pray etc･･･
I want to repair my character of no plane .
It's been ages!
I didn't wirite present blog for more a month.
I don't have mental toughness to update.
take place various event .
I was caught in rolled-trouble in med-Nov. .
syorinji convention ,seminer ・・・・I forgot others .
the first ,the torouble took place when I was going to university in Kasuga by bike.
When I drive at Route 3, truck which was my neighbor onthe right slow down.
and I do ,too.
then a car was curving for left , namely to my direction.
I breke suddenly,but I was too late.
I lose the balance,and I fall.
when I noticed,I rise and got off helmet.
I have no helfway memory.
I didn't have big injury.
head was fine.
then I communicate driver of car ,I get to repair charge.
convention of syorinji.
maybe, the result was not good for theirs.
but this is real.
I think they have short luck,and efforts,obsession with purpose,and decision.
I caught a cold two day befor,so It's hard to make presentation.
I study to understand literature of this zemi for a month.
I made the presentation for 4 hours.
I learned a good lesson.
recently,It's too cold.
main work finised.I was tired.
i ready to winter ceasen.
namely,I erucut a kotatsu.
coverlrt for a kotatsu have spesial semll,but I don't mind.
maybe the smell is of repellent.
so I hang out to dry it to get off that smell.
it has a few smell ,althought it's under sun ray.
but i feel cold,so I set a kotatasu.
I got warm.
kotatsu is good.it is nice tool to spend winter.
becauce econmiy and keeping warm.
today.I constatly live in house in a long time.
I would study.
but I could not concently study.
I was fool at the point of waking up at 12:00.
tomorrow,I will dorive to get drive's license.
I want to do early as possible.
I went to automobill school to get temporary licence.
I was nervous in a long time.
I drivede first ,and much slow not to fail .
result･･･I got a temporary permit .
then body check.
tomorrow.I will drive outside.
I am studing martensitic crystallography.
today.I question lab waker thing don't understand.
I wanted to undersatand main of article.
It's great feeling.
atn then I can undersatand article in a breath.
I understand halfway.
question is most quick to undersatand.