(originally posted on 2017-03-03 | 10:27:25)
Taking a deep breath
I couldn’t sleep because of bad pain for the first time in a while.
I panicked a bit and had to use the rescue.
I get very anxious when I feel pain in some new parts of the body,
given that, especially, the last radiation therapy worked well and relieved the pain.
The more experiences I’ve gone through, the more fears I get,
which makes me more nervous.
I think this is how my mind is developed.
That is why I should stop worrying about things that haven’t happened yet.
This is my motto.