(originally posted on 2017-05-05 | 11:03:00)
Since I haven’t been able to eat,
my older sister’s friend made me a miso soup and veggie pastes
that she learned from her experiences as a patient.
I ate them all.
I am so grateful.
I can really taste rich nourishments filled with her love.
I think I am now very sensitive to what is necessary/unnecessary or good/bad for my body.
Due to the pain relief medication, I am losing my sensitivity.
But on the other hand, I feel like some parts of me are getting more sensitive.
I don’t necessarily push my body as it is spontaneously fighting.
I must be strong spiritually not to get defeated by my mind which tends to hold too much.
That’s all I should do for now!!