Snowfishのブログ

tdy's mood was supposed to be gd... but screwed up by 3 pp tt i met tdy... i noe i shdnt get pissed cuz of such pp but i cant help the way i feel... ＼(*｀∧´)／

i noe i have no status, hence not useful to some people... thus i was ignored COMPLETELY!

i talked to 2 people tdy, same reaction i got, complete silence and treat me transparent... boss comes in, you can laff at some not-very-funny jokes... make me want to laff at YOU!

1 person whom i emailed but he did not accept my reasonings and even check with my boss for confirmation... well my boss said the same thing and he accept instantly! wat a big change man... cant blame anyone... only blame myself to be new and INEXPERIENCED~

i tot met 2 pp is enuf for e day... the 3rd one sparked me off totally... almost want to break down...

well my job needs me to handle people... so i will see 1 nasty people once a wk... 3 in a day(somemoreis fri) make me lose so much confidence in humankind...

i dunno why i want to cry also... just feel very very disappointed in humankind... i noe wat happen to other humankind doesnt concern me, but i juz cant help wanting to cry.. ok i'm weird.. i dunno why also...

i really dunno some RMs being nice to me is genuine anot... not tt i really care. just tt i dun want to be treated transparent when i'm not needed... i feel like an object rather than a living thing... it hurts even thou i dun even noe tt person...

i missing people i met in school times... at least they treat people like people~ (_ _。)