I'm working out a lot

I need to lose my weight.

i wish i was like hiko ヒコ from danger☆gang



My work out place. I have also some weights

I drink a lot of water and i don't eat much


My rice with chocholate.
It's diet food. I just eat one per day coz i need a bit of energy.

I've already lost 2 kg

I'm so tired.

So lonely.

And sick of everything.

I just sleep whole days.

I don't eat.

My mum made me banana and cream




but i haven't made a bite of it.

.....

i wanna die.

 ごめんね　あと少し　アナタの名前と眠らせて
 
寄り添った過ぎし日は痛みを喜び合い
両手に映し出す　アナタを想い泣いている
其処(そこ)に降る悲しみは知らないままでいいよ
安息に震えを覚えた足りぬ目は何を見る
 
薄れないで　アナタよ
僅(わず)かな吐息を聞かせて欲しい
小さな鼓動で泣く
アナタよ　此処(ここ)までおいで
 
代われない夢に続きがあるなら
どうか途切れずに…
幸福と呼べなくても溺れて重ならぬ日々を
 
「救いの手さえも曖昧で
秒刻みの繭は糸を千切れずに灰に成る」
 
薄れないで　アナタよ
僅かな吐息で聞いてて欲しい
小さな鼓動の音(ね)に掠れぬ祈りよ届け
呼べぬ名前を抱いて
指折り数える明日は消えない
耳を塞ぎ聞いてた　揺籠(揺れる音
取り戻せぬ春に紅蓮の花が咲く



ガゼット

I became totally obssesed with RATATAT

ラタタット

Their music is awesome.
They're using only guitars,bass and synthesizer

Really amazing and inspirational music.

today was boring day.

tommorow is last day of school and then holidays.

I need to write something about Earth changing