*~*a little bit dramatic*~*

the week after this there’s the international toy fair in nuremberg. And i’m already really excited about it. It’s terribly stressful, tiring, long and sometimes even boring, but i love it there SO much! Once a year you get to see all (well, almost lol) customers and colleagues (of the same kind of business) and just ppl you usually just send emails to or have phonecalls with. And eventhough i’m still the young umm “baby” there, i like improving my negotiation skills… Or something like that lol every year our business partners accept me more and more and that makes me proud :)
But anyways, enough blah blah!
I try and actually take pics and post them, since i always like to forget that usually D:
pls check my tumblr for pics/videos later ^^
i'm sure i'll let you know here as well... or just find my tumblr if you can XD

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ブログネタ：今、自分の生活の中で改善したいこと　 　
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oh haha this is nice lol

umm for me personally, i want to change or improve my life/lifestyle with losing weight.

i mean what is "easier" than changing your appearance?

i felt bad about myself.

i don't like the way i look, i don't like the way my body looks anymore.

i NEED to change and i WANT to change!!!

so, to make my life better i started a diet.

i started countless diets before and some of them even worked! but only NOW i am serious with this.

being such a heavy weight is just not good for my health.

plus i want to dress more pin-up~ish and more rockabilly/rock'n'roll~ish haha ^^ and i think i'm gonna be one hell of a hot momma with those dresses ... when i lost weight.

OH and also, i wanna wear lots and lots and lots of high heels... because i can't do it now. i'm simply too fat for heels! so i MUST change that!

and i already made a start ^^

and this time i won't give up  

another thing is, that i want my own flat (*^▽^*)

i love my grandparents and i love living with them (most of the time ).

but ooooooooohhh i need more space lol

so, this might be the next step for me

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i think here in germany my favourite are cup noodles by nissin. my favourite flavour was sweet&sour, but somehow our rewe (supermarket) doesn't have this one anymore. so the other flavour i like is with shrimp. but ugh （ ´(ェ)｀） i want sweet&sour back

in japan i really enjoyed UFO noodles though! omg they taste SOOOOOOO good!!!!! i wish i could get them here, too! i think, next time i go to japan, i will have to buy a few and bring them home

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ブログネタ：もらってうれしいチョコは、ビター、ホワイト、ミルクチョコ？
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ah well, i like lots of chocolate. but if i had to choose only from the above, i'd have to say milk chocolate. white chocolate is way too sweet for me. and bitter chocolate... hmm only if it's not too bitter.

But actually i prefer chocolate that is filled with something  

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so, my diet started out pretty well!
i started doing sports every other day and i'm proudof myself that i did!
i already lost a bit of weight and i'm still as motivated as in the beginning.
and to keep myself going and to keep myself motivated i thought of a reward.
something i'll treat myself with when i reach a certain goal.
so, when i reach step no. 1 i will reward myself with a nice pair of bordellos
it's still 16 kilos away, BUT i know i will make it :)

yup, just wanted to write something real quick, cause we all know i tend to forget to blog most of the time

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