You don't need to feel ashamed or be afraid. Some people says bad things to you, but I think all most all people are not interested in you especially. So you should just look forward and walk through with strait form.
And I think you are so beautiful that people want to say somethings to you. It is your honor. People want to make you pay attention to them.
Thank you for your lesson, and I hope your dreams will comes true.
Bye for now. I'm looking forward to seeing next time.