how are you doing guys?
I'd like to tell you about my day !
okay first of all, Im feeling like weird which means Im vary happy right now but at the same time, Im feeling like sad, lonely, or stuff.
Here is what happened today so far……..
7:50 woke up
I usually wake up around 8 and school starts 8:30
I've never late for school…. Im living 100m away from school= dorm ! life is beautiful isn't it
( i skipped the morning class today because of bio test in next class ! )
it was cookie day ! we got home made cookies yum !
10:20 bio ( test )
Im pretty sure Im passing it! haha I studied for it from last night you know that's why I skipped previous class!
Im taking negligence on legal studies through this learning system
Im like very unmotivated student in this class so basically I do nothing but watching movie on my computer in this class or chatting with friends….
15:30 School is over
15:35 back to my room
kinda very ordinary day eh?
BUT! IT has been happened.
One of my friend, boy asked me about starting a relationship with me.
I knew he liked me cuz my friends have asked me like how I think about him.
Honestly i really like him but it is especially one of friends.
I'm confused and disappointed against him you know.
I should answer him before christmas break ends……
Ive already asked my friend and she was helpful and I was pretty encouraged
but…… cuz Im afraid I'm going to hurt him and it would make us awkward
I don't really want to hurt like anybody you know? SIGH*
One way or another, Im going to say "no" as response of asking but ahhhhhhhhhhhh
LOVE is complicated isn't it? anyways I believe my friend's words.
She said like " sometimes being honest is better than anything. I've had to do this & it sucks but they'll find someone else."
okay……….. now Im getting ready !
After finishing writing this, I will…………………..
probably it will be good decision I believe.
Other stuff was going pretty nice today
my bio test was easy and i might get over 80%
last one was very awful, I failed it. ( i got only 44%)
yea Im getting ready heading to home pretty soon I guess
I want to thank to god this awesome day and pray for tomorrow which is the last day in canada!
sorry my bad english skills and kinda awkward and very private stuff.