『 the Missing Piece 』

I am currently saving the pictures from the SWITCH photoshoot from Ervin-san when Meie (my mother) saw a close-up shot of me and commented,

"Is that you?"

"You look like a foreigner!"


Me: ahhh....errr...yeah!

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 People change as time passes by. Its either you become a better or worst human being.

 

 Well, that was just my opinion.

 

 Looking back, I think I have changed a lot though I’m not that certain if I did change for the better or worst. 

 

 A juxtaposition, maybe. 

 

 I’ve been internalizing since this morning on what have become of my morals. I used to be the model student in grade school and high school that even Reyna would half jokingly say that she would swap her top 1 position in exchange for my deportment award which I always bag every quarter from the time I set foot and left my HS Alma Mater.

 

 I’m trying not to sound schmaltzy here ok, but there are times when I miss my innocent and kind self just like now. Yes, that naïve part of me who believes that behind every sleeve is a man with a kind heart concealed from the public. I used to repeat that to myself whenever I meet an intolerable or obnoxious person whom my ego loathes. Yet, that way of thinking seems to fade gradually at the back of my head.

 

  “Kill your enemies with kindness”, those are the words I once exhorted to my Art Appreciation professor regarding his predicament with the school administrators. That being said, my professor agreed and smiled. Lately have I realized the interpretation I have made in mind when I uttered those words. 

 

 “Kill your enemies with kindness”. My intention that time was to tell him to counter-attack the administrators’ opposing ideas and stubbornness with acts of kindness to piss them more as a sweet revenge.  To add more fuel in the fire, I think that is more what I meant.

 

 But my old self won’t take it as that. She would interpret that the other way around. Kill your enemies with kindness – in spite of everything they say, tell or show you, be kind to your enemies. Be kind in showing them your real intention and not to extract revenge. Kindness is contagious. Once you sow kindness you will also reap kindness. 

 

 That is the way of thinking of my old self.

 

 

 You might wonder, why someone like me who loves to spam my blog page with anything under the sun is suddenly urged to do some kind of introspection right now. Well, I guess I was too touched by Jean Valjean's story from Les Miserables yesterday that made me think this way out of the blue.

 

 Ahhhh…really, I hate to sound serious here. I think I just need to release these thoughts of mine to prevent loose bowel movement.

 

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Sample pitcture which I uploaded at DeviantArt from the SWITCH photoshoot I had with Hester-san, Fart-san and Charmaine-san.

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Listening to: Ame Iro Drop - xTRiPx


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8 Random Facts About Me (Part III)

1.) Today… I did not attend my graduation practice. (

2.) I missed はなきみ for the reason that I was so engrossed watching Les Miserables.

3.) Les Miserables sent me to tears this afternoon.

4.) *blush* I watch Tensai Terebi sometimes…xD!

5.) Since I’m the eldest... I bully my siblings to release stress.
*bad sibey bad*

6.) To kill boredom, I view the blog pages of Ayabie, xTRiPx, heidi., Kagrra, , Girugamesh and serial⇔NUMBER ( ~coughstalkercough~ )

7.) It annoys me when Yoshito flirts at Yukine and calls him “Honey” (◎｀ε´◎ )
~ dude! Yune is a guy! ! ! !~

8.) I’m more of a Winger (GW fan) than a Seedling (GS fan). I think if it was not because of Yzak Jule I wouldn’t watch GS at all.


Tags EVERYONE ! ! ! ! !





P.S.

Yipee! I'm so happy!!!!
got a copy xTRiPx' new SINGLE ! ! ! ! ! ! !

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Listening to: Yami ni Furu Kiseki - D'espairsRay

Random shots of our school's gym...

~making memories~ since I'll be leaving my Alma Mater soon...

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